Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Reinforcements

Bright lights
Booming bursts
A tingle in our legs
 from a good hurt.
Screams and Laughter
Hour after hour
No cares in the world,
At least not in our holiday tower.

I wake up wrenching,
Gasping, clawing.
The last choke of smoke
Enters my throat
And when my lungs contract
They’re shot back
My body under attack

Slam to the floor,
Eyes glazed and fogging,
Flailing wildly, noiselessly, voicelessly.
Groping my way every inch.
Every extended second
Feeling like my last.
But as I give in I don’t see my past, in a flash—no.
Time slows down,
I begin to drown, into nothing
Into darkness.
Losing all sensation,
Just as my only salvation
Lays two feet from my outstretched hand.

I’d lost.
Finally lost the battle against my body.
But the WAR was NOT over.
Because we’d been raised together in Dover!
Reinforcements were sent swift,
Only to lengthen my given gift.

As my eyes clear out the dark
And welcome in the light
I know who me reinforcement was that night.
God’s hands had moved and he had followed.
And for that I was not undone.
I asked weakly as my head still spun,
“What happened?”
“Thank You Brandon.”

A Part of the Power

Something powerful.
It really is.
The vibration.
The pulsing force.
And it consumes you.
It becomes you entire world.
Swirling around you in harmony with itself.
Making sense of all your fears.
All your doubts.
All you’ve thought life was about.
Loud and strong it shakes and quakes
Your body will unbreak!
It’s something powerful!
Something words will never say,
When you scream and your voice is only one in a million.
But you contribute.
You are a part.

A part of the power. 

Perhaps

If not God what else would there be?
A vast expanse of space?
A start without a starter?
An end without an ender?
Nothing and no one greater than beings who lie and kill and abuse?
A world full of rules that wrote themselves?
Or perhaps an author?
Perhaps someone to guide?
Perhaps something greater than our pride?
Perhaps an energy that pulls and pushes and loves and helps and joins and starts and ends.

Perhaps.