Monday, October 8, 2012

Innocence


Silence
Concern
Empathetic,
Blue eyes
Glisten
Secretly You, listen
To everything
The world is your teacher
Movements graceful
Powerful
Unsure
But confident
Footsteps
Your eyes bound with light
Innocence
A smile flows from your face
Melts every doubt
Every hurt
Every sharp, hidden knife
That cuts…
The first to love
To trust
To give everything.
Truly Beautiful
A presence of free hearts beating
In unison
The world, broken?
With a heart like yours opening doors to peace in the swords?
With love like yours resonating through the halls of much too large spaces for far too few faces?
As you run and wrap your frail arms around my neck,
your feet lift ever so slightly
slowly
until only your toes remain
up
up
into the watercolor sky you fly
but as my grasp faces
I decide.
I’ll never let go
Why would I?
So you can grow?
To learn that children
Murder
 each day?
That rape is not held at bay
--not even close.
That parents fail
Abuse their spouses
Blame their daughters
And destroy what you so easily hold in your chest?
To find out
the world you love so dearly
throws its brightest stars to the wolves
its most beautiful minds to despair?
Where the mothers that care
Are forced to share
Their
Last chance at life worth living
Their last only hope they’re giving.
Where the beauty In your eyes will leave you
“maturity” consume you
Boys will break you
Trust will fail you
And when you scream in the night
Your pain will break every heart
Every heart
Every heart.
No
Remain in my arms
Where love is pure
unaltered
where your joy strikes down despair
and revives life
taunts strife
and maybe I have to let go
but please, please, please
don’t grow.

For You

So I decided to write some poetry too. So i can just cover all the bases.


I ran
Furiously
Fear swarmed about
I would not let it in
Urgency was my drive
I arrive
Enter slowly
Calm
There you are
How I’ve never seen you
My strong, impulsive, friend.
My humor without end.
Sitting erect
Plain
Years of agony hanging in those wonderful eyes.
The lip
Quivering slowly,
Then completely.
“NOOOOOOOOOOOO”
An eruption of pain
I can barely move.
As you implode in emotions streaming down your face
Crevices in your skin they trace
Your body quakes
Utter despair
I am at your side
I hold your thrashing body
Your heaving chest
Tears of my own quiver for escape
But I will not concede
In my head,
I fall to my knees in defeat
The joy here is gone
How is it possible to feel such horacity?
Such anguish?
No
For you, I am strong
For you, I know life is beautiful
For you, my faith unbreakable
Don’t you see?
Love is reborn,
It never ends,
But finds new form.
Leaving for more tissues
I shut the door behind me
I walk, coolly
to the hall’s end.
I collapse
Tears of agony hanging in my softened eyes.
My lip
Quivering slowly,
Then completely.
“Ahhhhh, eh, eh, uh-uh”
An eruption of pain
I can barely move.
As I implode in emotions streaming down my face
Crevices in my skin they trace
My body quakes
Utter despair
I return with the tissues
You’ll be alright